Wednesday, March 18, 2009
My mind has been blank for a couple of days - especially after my recital. I have been receiving text messages that I don't have what it takes to be a "PROFESSIONAL SINGER." Well, I guess that would be "SOME PEOPLE"'s prerogative. I won't question it.
Finals is on its toll and my mind has been clouded by thoughts - thoughts of assurance, of uncertainties, of hate, of love - and not even thinking about my exams. Jury went well to last Saturday. Piano classes? Nah. Gone.
I am nearly graduating and I hope NOBODY is going to stop me from doing that.
I miss someone.
I hate someone.
I have been deliberately busy with school the past months, with my recital, my LIFE and my FUTURE.
There were lots of DETRACTORS but to hell with them. Let God be their judge.
Some things are better kept than shared.
Amazingly, I am still alive - still breathing, still living - having all these random thoughts.